cricket03

Oh ok... I gets it I does... I have a DD... AWESOME! I really wasnt expecting much out of posting my prized portraits on here, maybe a bit of appreciation... but in the past few months I've been dedicating to modelling, I've certainly been shown that people really do enjoy my art. Thank you all so much for your support. I model for myself and the sake of art... but it sure is great to know you have fans! <3 I'll let my photographers know their work is much enjoyed.

 I really just created this account to type this out because I didnt know where else to tell it. I was on my lunch break at work and was walking to get something to eat down the street in downtown Portland, Or and saw my reflection in a bus stop and suddenly became smitten with the feeling of complete awareness. It was quite bazaar.. I became conscience of my existence.. I AM.... I EXIST.. Then it frightened me... it frightened me because I KNEW at that very point in time in that very point in geography and in that VERY point in space.. I was the only being that had these feelings and thoughts. That made me feel big...too big...bigger tha

 I am happy.. Have you ever had one of those moments where you become aware of your conscienceness and stop and think to yourself ::woah... I exist...:: ? I've just discovered that I am whole, and I am complete.. I love my life and everything it has to encompass.. I may be alone. But I'm not alone. I love my family, my dog, my cats, my job, and myself.... Why?... I just do. And that's perfectly ok. :D